Letters I never sent VI
My constant constellation.
To my steady, shining presence.
Everyday I take my boat to sea I paddle the cold waters I gasp I sigh Everyday—I can figure it out Every equation Every problem I tell myself—PROVE Prove that you’ve got it At least always. And when I hit the boulder I flinch I forget. You sit and watch me. You even laugh You remind me and yet— I run When fear becomes my reality You are constant Like a star—you help me find my way Like sailors use constellations to chart a course You’re mine My fixed pattern in the sky Reliable and so steadfast. The hope to my dark clouds You keep pointing like the light house on the sea Here’s me—I surrender Here’s me—I can’t so take over Here’s me—and now i remember You’ve spoken When the waves crash hard You hold me You whisper Ever so softly “Never will I leave you” “Never will I forsake you” You tell me “I’ll give you the morning star” You keep responding Breathing life sweetly to my doubts. The song steadies me For the steadfast love of the lord never ceases His mercies never comes to an end They are new every morning Great is your faithfulness I’m reminded In my fears In my doubts In my weaknesses It’s not just me It’s my pages turning It’s you readying my feet It’s you mapping my way out Your word is a lamp to my feet A light to my rocky path And surely you’re with me to the very end of age Through the fire Through the storms You’re constant My constant constellation. Here’s me reminding you. Let go of the wheel Hand it over It’s okay to fold It’s okay to cry It’s okay to admit that you can’t It’s okay to loose control It’s okay to tell to help you Let him light your path Let him show you the way Let him guide your heart Let him enlighten your eyes of understanding Let him give you counsel Let him hold you when you’re sinking Just LET HIM!! SURRENDER!! Fully, wholeheartedly, faithfully Let him love you.
With him Ólílànyá dí (There’s hope)
My refuge My fortress My star My defender My strong tower Always by my side Restoring me When I fall back down. The only constant thing With you I’m healing With you I’m living With you The doors open and I find a way in the mist of chaos.
The inspiration for this piece.
I’ll always look to you. I’ll keep recalling your words. I’ll keep your promises in my heart. Do two walk together unless they have agreed to do so? Amos 3:3 NIV
Yours only, Muahh💋




mm, just wow.
constant is one song that calms me down, gently reminds me that - He is constant!
thank you for sharing :)
You are beautiful, your words are beautiful and soulful🥺❤️